As this week began, I received some news that left me shocked, heartbroken, and more determined than ever to share my story and bring awareness to things that are kept in the dark by many.
I am a mother of three children (pictured above) my oldest son is now 25 years old going on 26 years old and my twins are 18 years old going on 19 years old. For the last four years since 2012, my twins were alienated from me. They were brainwashed, controlled, and manipulated because after 15 years in which I was being physically, emotionally, and verbally abused along with being threatened in this distributive marriage. I lived with a man that was a narcissist and when I left everything was done in their (my ex's family) power to control the situation with my twins so that would be against me. My crime was not leaving this relationship when my children were younger. What many do not know is that Parental Alienation is a form of CHILD ABUSE! I didn't know this until after I left and began reading about it. My ex would ALWAYS put me down in front of my kids. He would also tell them they didn't have to listen to me. These are all things controlling narcissist do, I never knew this until it was too late.
The news I received earlier this week was that the family and my kids moved out of the state of Florida. My heart was scattered four years ago when the alienation began. Yet I am here to share my light as the Lightworker that I know I AM!
Yet all I can say to my twins is that I wish them all the happiness in the world. I pray they reach for their dreams and goals. I hope they never have to endure mistreatment. And most importantly I love them with all my heart.
My friend if YOU are in a relationship that does not serve your highest good. If you are being abused, mistreated, called names, your property is being broken....YOU need to get out NOW!
My advice to you is do not wait until your kids have gotten big and have been brainwashed.
I share this not out of anger or bitterness. I have forgiven my ex and his family for the cruelty their hand has played in the alienation process with my twins. Forgiveness is a gift I gave myself.....because.....I have been given this lesson to bring awareness for those that have no voice.
To my twins Ashley and Junior - I love you both always and forever. No matter how far you've moved away from Florida....I am your mother and nothing will ever keep me from loving you and I am ALWAYS here for you whenever you are ready.
My twins (2016)
As many of you know I love working with crystals, sage, candles,and Angels. Last week prior to the New Moon, I went and bought new crystals to place around the home in Feng Shui layout. This week I came across this blog post "Feng Shui Tips to bring in Money Fast." I decided to take some of the tips and put them into action in my space.
The photo above is the money corner of my space. I added some personal touches to my corner. In the blog post above I took 8 river stones and painted them gold. I also added the crystals that attract prosperity and abundance. I added some abundance hearts (tip I got from "How to Create Your Own Abundance Hearts." ) I also placed a bamboo money tree. I love the energy the space has "Our Love Grows Day By Day" a reminder that it's all about Love & Gratitude.
Closer look at the money bowl.
I also added Abundance Hearts to my wallet and on my Angel altars.
The next tip I got was online on YouTube. The tip suggested that our door enter way is also a space for abundance. So I added my own signature money jar with an affirmation on it "Money comes easily and effortlessly" the intention is as I walk out of my home I am in that mental mindset to attract abundance and prosperity into my life. When I arrive home any tips that I have received from work. I put them inside this money jar and I repeat an affirmation "It is safe for you to multiply" as I follow this ritual my mindset and heart is in complete gratitude with light and love.
Closer look at my Money Jar
Last tip I want to share with you. I create a very special infinity money & love crystal grid. I used citrine, rose quartz, clear quartz, jet, and some other money attracting crystals. I create this special grid last night as my crystals arrived that I had ordered from Healing Crystals - they had a Valentine's Day promo and I received a free heart shape rose quartz crystal. I placed that crystal in the love & relationship corner of the home.
Closer look at my love & abundance grid
Hope these tips come in handy. On a personal note, I have been working with my energy for the last four years and find that practicing this rituals keep me in tip top vibration. Along with prayer & meditation. A constant practice of complete gratitude.
When you begin to protect your energy - you will not allow anything or anyone break that sacred vibration that you have with the Divine.
Sending you so much light and love wrapped in Angel Blessings.
Nancy Santana's passion is to empower, motivate, encourage, and inspire you to reach for your dreams and goals.