Your greatest strength is love.
Normally I am working on Monday evenings but today since it is Labor Day I was off. So when I saw that Of The Sun was still holding their weekly event Meditation Monday, I knew I wanted to attend this event. So I messaged my friend to see if she had attended this event before and how long did it normally last. She immediately replied and answered my questions. She suggested we go together and I said yes. We meet up and she was gracious enough to drive. The evening was amazing. We had the honor of having LaOta Rassoull host Meditation Monday. The Meditation began with Uriel's Clearing Mat. As Ms. LaOta spoke I felt energy flowing through my BEing. As you all know I love the Archangels and KNOW they are always with me and sending me signs of this....so Archangel Uriel was present tonight and I felt the energy clearing and cleansing me. The evening was different as normally she doesn't host it so I felt the evening was a treat. I am happy I was able to attend tonight's event. I am happy I received confirmation from my Angelic Spiritual Team. I KNOW I am here to assist "An INSPIRED Ascension" and I KNOW I am here to spread the vibration of LOVE. I was listening to a YouTube video in which it stated when you surround yourself with higher conscious people this assists you with waking up to higher consciousness yourself. Tomorrow Mercury goes direct and I KNOW with every fiber of my BEing that things are getting ready move forward in a positive way. I FEEL it and KNOW that everything is well in my world. That The Universe Has My Back (Gabby Bernstein's latest book)
I am a LIGHTWORKER, I am a SPIRIT JUNKIE, I am the choose LOVE guru and I am Piardev <3
Sending you light and love,
I am a Domestic Violence Survivor. I have taken the time to do the inner work to heal, forgive, and to realize my self worth. I am often approached by others whom have gone through similar life events. Meet Cassie W. (name changed for private and personal reasons) Cassie is a survivor of Domestic Violence just as I am. I asked her my top 6 questions that I often get asked myself. Maybe this will resonate with you. Maybe this will a help you get help or get out of an abuse relationship. Abuse is wrong.
Question #1 - How long did you stay in this relationship?
The first one lasted 5 years, the second 7. (4 years dating and 3 years married)
Question #2 - Were you made to feel like something was wrong with you? Like you were too emotional, too sensitive, or even made to feel like you were crazy?
Yes...ish? I AM highly emotional, but it was definitely exacerbated by the fact that they (both) hated when I cried and got mad at me when I did so...which of course only made my cry more. But I got REALLY good at concealing it with my voice and demeanor. So I could literally be bawling and unless you were looking at my face (I.e. Not over the phone) you'd never be able to tell. I'm still good at that ^.^
Question #3 - What happened that made you decided enough was enough? Turning point?
The first one...I went to college. And I realized that I wasn't the only non-virgin. And maybe I didn't have to marry him after all. So I (very cowardly) told him I wanted a break rather than actually breaking up with him, and then proceeded to more or less do my best to hide from him (pathetic failure, since he's the one who moved me into my dorm.) But he stalked me for a long time afterwards doing all sorts of creepy crap. (One day I came back to find a dozen purple roses in front of my dorm room door with my grandmothers necklace wrapped around the stems. I picked them up, and all the rose buds fell off (he'd cut them), so I had a handful of thorns instead.)
The second time he got progressively more violent with our infant- left hand-print welts on my 6 month old baby
(for falling, of all things), and things like that. It was more than that, but that's an example.
Questions #4 - Did you ever call the cops on him?
Nope. Not once.
Question #5 - Were there local agencies to assist Domestic Violence Victims?
No idea. I was a child in the first case (I was 13/14, he was 19), and he was a cop in the second. I'd never have gotten through the red tape. I was also too proud to accept help even if it had been offered.
Question #6 - How do you feel today?
I am SOOOOOOO lucky! I have an amazing husband who has done a lot to heal the damage both physically and emotionally. He's adopting my children, has repaired the damage between my family and I, and is helping me build a business all my own and (more than likely) going to insist I go back to college to finish the last 4 credits of my degree. (Ex husband didn't let me). I'm a stay at home mom who has full control over what my kids do, interact with, and experience, and I'm able to utilize what happened to help people instead of being ashamed of my history.
I thank Cassie for answering these questions. One of the questions I asked was if she ever called the cops. I asked this question because in my own personal situation - I never called the cops. I personally didn't want to tarnish the family name (reputation) so it never crossed my mind. Would I have done things differently now - yes in a heartbeat. I would have called the cops. I would have left when my children were small. These are lessons I have learned and hope by sharing my life lessons and others lessons......someone may get help and get out of an abusive relationship.
Sending you much light and love!
September is my BIRTH month. It is also my twins BIRTH month. For the last 5 years, I welcomed September as another year in which the silence from my twins is unbearable. BUT this year is different. I welcomed September with happiness and excitement. It began yesterday actually. I had made some decisions and I began to over analyze them. I asked my Angels (Divine-Higher Self) for a feather sign. My heart was over joyous for the Divine Signs I received. Today as I woke up to welcome September it felt different than years prior. I know there is change ahead of me when I celebrate my BIRTH day on September 22nd. Again today I was reassured by my Angels of this by their Divine Signs. I do not know what the changes will be yet but I know I trust that everything that will happen is for my highest and best good for me and everyone around me. I am completely open to the guidance from the Divine. I am excited. I welcome September. I am also thinking about my twins whom will be 20 years old this year. I haven't seen them since late 2012. The last I heard through the grapevine is that they had moved to North Carolina. I know they are on their own journey. In life we all make decisions. We all have to review back upon our life and answer to our Creator of these decisions we have made.....it's as simple as that.....if we say we love God.....I am not perfect.....I never claimed to be......I made a choice in 2012......and I am 100% confident that the choice I made was the right one for me.......I know the life I had lived prior to this.....many know what I was going through.....I have 100% forgiven my mistakes and I confidently received confirmation and reassurance from my Creator that my conscious is free and clear. I welcome September and all the miraculous miracles to come my way! And so it is!
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