I am feeling a bit emotional today. In the last 24 hours hours, I have experience joy, excitement, happiness, and sadness.
Yesterday, my oldest son turned 24 years old, for me that brought joy and happiness into my heart. I have 3 children and I love them equally the same.
Yesterday, I received my diploma from SWIHA talk about excitement, after 18 months my goal had been accomplished.
Yesterday, my aunt pasted away which brought sadness into my life.
I know that I am a bit emotional due to our family loss. Not to mention the fact that my twins (picture above) have been alienated from me for the last 2 years. It crosses my mind in situations like this, that if something were to happen to me ~ I wonder if they realized how much their mother loves them. I want them to know that I will forever love them. And most important I forgive their actions at this time.
Unless you are experiencing this you do not understand the pain one has....it is so hard for me to understand how my children could do this....but I have learned about Parental Alienation. But through it all, I forgive those that have encourage this type of behavior. I forgive my children. A mother's love is forever. Nothing that my children could do would change it. I hope one day they learn the truth. In the meantime, I will keep sharing awareness, I will keep living my life in light and love.
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