I should be sleeping. I didn't drink any energy drink at work.
But I know what is keeping me awake.
My friend saw my daughter today. If I would have stopped to buy myself lunch, I would have ran into her. See I haven't seen my twins in is going on 2 1/2 years. If you've been following me on Facebook, or my Facebook pages....you know the story. I haven't seen them not because I didn't want too. They decided they didn't want to see me. They are not little children that I can go pick them up and they have to come visit me. They are grown teenagers whom if I go pick them up - they can refuse to come with me. I have lived with this for the last 2 1/2 years. Funny thing is we live in the same little town. And I have yet to run into them at Walmart or Winn Dixie. But today my friend ran into my daughter. She knew it was her as soon as she saw her. I was at work. Had I gone to pick up lunch, I would have seen her. This thought makes me happy yet sad. I wonder if it wasn't meant for me to run into her yet. Would have I been prepared? Would she have acknowledged me or not?
All I know it's been a roller coaster this month. Earlier this month I got a text from one of my twins. I was so happy. Still am happy. I called the number but it's been changed now. I don't know if he wanted it changed or someone changed it on him.
All I know is that I love my kids. I am always here for them.
I pray the veil is lifted and they can see the light.
I know God and the angels are working behind the scenes.
I know the time is coming......I feel it.....I will be ready with open arms.
Nancy Santana's passion is to empower, motivate, encourage, and inspire you to reach for your dreams and goals.