On Friday, July 20th I woke up feeling a little off. Since being on my spiritual journey now for over 5 years, I know that when I am feeling "off" it's an invitation to release what is not servicing me. It's a time for cleansing, clearing, and most importantly healing. Since being on my spiritual journey, I credit the vibration of love and gratitude as my healing medicine. I made it a point to heal my being. I forgave those that have done me wrong. I forgave myself for my choices I made in life. I forgave a lot of things. Healing takes you to the depth of your soul. It clears out emotions that are trapped within. It cleanses memories that were not so pleasant. When I woke up Friday, I knew something was clearing and being releasing. Recognizing what it is requires to look at those dark sides you wish not to visit. I've been purging this weekend. I know it's the process gearing up to the Total Lunar Eclipse Full Moon on Friday. I intuitively know that this is releasing has to do with my emotions associated with my twins, in particular with my daughter. I wonder if I will see my daughter get married. I wonder if I will meet my future grand-children. I see my sisters so blissfully happy with her daughters and grand-babies. And it hit me. So I know this is another purge of these emotions that do not serve me. I honestly can say that deep within my heart as long as my children (all 3 of them) are happy, I am happy. Even if it means not being included in their own life. Part of facing the dark side of these emotions is that you come out empowered and not dragged into self pity. So as I continue to allow the Universe to assist in this releasing. I welcome the clarity it gives me. I will enjoy the celebration of my niece's baby shower. I will enjoy being with my family. I will enjoy my life. I will release the emotions that will not serve my growth. I share this with you because it's okay to recognize your emotions. Acknowledge them and than turn it over to a power higher than yourself. I am human. I learn and grow each day. I made a commitment with myself to live in love and gratitude. So this is part of making that commitment to release what doesn't serve my mind, body, and soul. I say this with great clarity. Tonight after my Kundalini Yoga and Meditations, I pulled some cards for guidance. This is my Sunday ritual. I select some cards to guidance for the coming week. I pulled this card from the Work Your Light Oracle Cards.
I am going somewhere sacred. July is all about endings. Especially with the Total Lunar Eclipse Full Moon on July 27th. The day itself 2+7= 9 ( in numerology 9 is all about endings) I know this is preparing me for new beginnings. In order to move forward, I must heal. In order for you to move forward, you must recognize what needs to heal within your own life. It's a wonderful thing when you gain clarity. The energy is very intense. It has been for since the New Moon this month. I am ready for these changes. How has this month been treating you? What have you recognize needs to change/shift/ end in your life?
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