What scares you? Whatever it is do it! As I sit here writing this blog post. I think back to April 6, 2012 which was the day I did something that totally scared me for over 3 years. I'll explain - in 2009 I knew I wanted to leave the unhealthy relationship I was in for over 13 years, I knew that there was no respect or love in this relationship. On April 6, 2012, I did something that scared me. I left a marriage that was filled with abused. I admitted to the world around me that I was unhappy. That I was faking being happy. I did what scared me because I could no longer live pretending. My Soul was awakening to the truth. My Soul wanted Authenticity. I will say for 13 years I was numb. In 2007, my Soul was beginning to awaken to truth yet it took me til 2009 to truly see things for what they were. I had been physically, emotionally, verbally abused by someone I had loved. By someone that I thought I would grow old with....by a someone who was raised in the church. I think it took me this long to awaken to the truth because of all the programming that is feed to you in the church. Let me make myself VERY clear....NOT all churches are the same.....NOT all Christians are the same.....BUT in my case this was my reality at the time. I went to church 5 days a week. Listened to the sermon....looked for advice my pastor (by the way he was that someone's dad) and when I finally woke up. I saw things totally clear. It took me calling a hotline to say to myself "Nancy, you must do the one thing that scares you" which was leave this unhealthy relationship. I did that on April 6, 2012. The road to healing hasn't been easy my friends. My twins have been completely and totally put against me. This is when I learned about Parental Alienation. Something I had never heard of in my 40 years of living. I learned how this was happening right under my nose. How Parental Alienation is a form of Child Abuse (you can look it up) see my friends I am speaking my truth. I will share my truth. I will be the voice for so many that stay in a unhealthy relationship because they are scared to do the one thing they should. So this quote that I shared back in 2014 allows me to reflect how my life has blossomed over the years....I have healed from the past. I thank God for his Divine love for the loving relationship I have with myself and with my Angelic Spiritual Team (which included God, Holy Spirit, and my Ascended Masters) I am ONE with God. It took me so many years to have this healthy relationship with God. I know I am loved. I know I am supported. I know I am guided. I know I am protected. As I write this my entire body rushes with warm energy which confirms to me all that I am saying is true! And the best part there is NO ONE that can tell me otherwise. I know my power is within my BEing.
I hope you find the strength and the courage to do that one thing (or maybe more) that scares you.
Sending you healing light and love wrapped with Angel Blessings.
Sat Nam - Truth is my Identity
Nancy Santana's passion is to empower, motivate, encourage, and inspire you to reach for your dreams and goals.